I’d try anyway,
To throw everything & hiding it away,
To ALLAH I bent my knee, pray & pray,
If you are not for me, give me strength to untie,
& let’s just be okay.
However this feeling,
This feeling is still there,
Stuck in my heart & still stay,
No matter how much I tried, no matter how much I prayed,
Seems that it just getting deeper & grow bigger day by day,
Searching for the answer why it goes that way,
It could be,
Because this feeling is LILLAHI TAALA, thus it never fades away.
P/S: I do care for you Lillahi Taala